16months Later..

I wrote  this mid into my college years  I went back and read this old note and decided to fix and changed some stuff, I hope it makes sense cause I  was having a hard time getting it lol.

Written April,2011
Months Later..

sometimes I have a hard time sleeping….
sometimes..I cry
sometimes I wish it was a bad dream
sometimes I wish I could go back in time and say what hasn’t been said that didn’t happen to me
It’s been months..and I’am now 16months older and wiser..so I suppose….
The shadows follow me in this ghost town
The memories play in fast forward and rewind… And I am still a little scared because sometimes some things will never be the same...I know they clearly haven’t
before…it was differenet different

I.. Really didn’t know who I was….

I knew were

I wanted to go..

But not really who I was…

I wonder if I’ll ever get the nerve to write the closing letter to this chapter..I’m still waiting to let go desperately ..

If her little eyes met mine she would probably make me smile with her small tender heart..

I could forgive…. That time.. The pain the sorrow… That at night sometimes follow…. She’s ur your saver.. She’s ur your angel… And  16 months later I still try to forget…it all

The Husband Secret:BOOK Review

The husband’s secret by Liane Moriarty

 Last month book club book was the husband’s secret and yes another Liane Moriarty book but trust me when I say this is the book you want to read from her list of books.Keep in mind that this was her breakthrough book so it’s really worth reading.I was the one that had selected this book for the book club I had read a lot of outstanding reviews on it and after reading this book I can truly say it was worth it.

Quick Summary

There are three women,Cecilia,Tess, and Rachel. The story focus mostly on Cecilia and her Husband hence he’s the husband with the secret.The other two women are have some sort of connection to the secret ,Rachel more than Tess.During the story you get to know all three women and how this secret affects their lives before its release and after its release.The suspense of what the secret maybe blows you out of the water.However after the secret  is revealed it also turns into something very anticlimactic.The book is not perfect yet has some minor flaws but overall this is one of my favorite Liane  Moriarty books.A major theme in this novel is the idea of pandora box, why well pandora box was meant not to be open and this exactly what happens to cecelia what leads her to find out her husband secret that wasn’t meant to be known.

Loved this book , it was a book that left me wanting to keep reading and wanting to finish it and of course trying to guess the secret throughout the novel.My total rating for this book comes down to a 4 out 5 why simply because I liked it a lot the book had its good share of twist and turns.But here comes my confession my least favorite characters keeping it spoiler free Felicity and tess.Okay now go grab this book either at target,barnes and noble or your local library .


Can I just run up to you and hug you and say I didn’t forget your birthday and I miss you and never let go.Hoping in return I get a tight hug and a smile and find myself wrapped around your arms.


However my reality is it’s Sunday night and I’m washing dishes and fighting a UIT 😭.Why I’m at fear in why I ,at doubt Why can’t I we just talk,laugh smile and ultimately hug 🤗

Movie 🎥 Rough night and nachos 

So if you haven’t noticed most movies out in the theaters are  either some creepy scary movie( why do they exist?) or an action comic movie like literally that’s all our options what happened to comedy or the classics we all love ❤️ chick flicks.My bestie and former coworker headed off to see rough night staring scarlett johansson and very well cast that can make you laugh literally go check out the trailer now.

The movie is literally a movie to go see with your girl friends.The movie gave me vibes to want to go visit south Miami 🌊 beach .The plot of the story is college friends get together to celebrate 🎉 their friends bachelorette weekend in south beach and a series of unfortunate events untwist in a hilarious way you don’t want to miss it and of course I enjoyed the 🎥 .I got a discounted ticket and discounted concessions  because on Tuesday they have half  price deal  by the way which we all know how expensive popcorn and soda can be at the movie theaters. I sipped my medium coke with some amazing nachos and. Enjoyed the film definitely recommending it for a girls movie date.

Truly Madly Guilty:Book Review


Truly Madly Guilty,Novel by Liane Moriarty

Another book review because why not right this is my third Liane Moriarty novel and I must admit it was so long.How does 432 pages sound like  literally a lifetime if you ask me.Is this how long Harry Potter books usually run?


Quick Summary

The story follows two best friends ,Clementine and Erica. They both have been friends since their early childhood almost dates back to kindergarden.Story takes place somewhere in Australia.Both friends are in their adult life clementine and erica are both married happily clementine is a mother of two.All is great until they are invited to a bbq where their lives take a twist of events.Oh and there is a death involved that makes things a bit  complicated but worry no this is no spoiler.


Overall the book was one of my least favorites for many reasons.One it was too long of a book I felt  i was  dragged out  through some parts of the book.The characters overall had very little character growth.I felt the story was very plain and that it was overly stretched.I had a hard time understanding the book in the first couple chapters.If you have been wanting to read this book than go grab it if not go read another laine monrarity book because this one is a tad long and not really worth the reading.In conclusion I’d give this book a 3 stars and it’s a 3 because i really enjoy the author’s book and i was so excited to read this book but i was left with “well that’s it feeling”.


Birthday tag 🎂 

The Birthday Tag Questions:1. Do you go by a nickname? Yes a few paty,patty,Maravillas 

2. When driving, do you listen to CD’s, tapes, the radio or nothing?radio and pandora ,audio books 

3. Are you a window person or an aisle person?window

4. How do you relieve stress?hmmm run,eat and shop,swim

5. What’s your favorite childhood TV show?hmm recess

6.When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?a teacher and news reporter 

7.What was the best prank you ever pulled off?idk …had my cousin kiss a fish

8.If you could have dinner with any three people, whom would you choose? Hmmmm …I’ll stick to famous people Enrique Iglesias Ryan GLosing,Jason Seg

9.If you could get back any article of clothing you once wore, what would it be?my checkered cherry outfit or my tie dye pants

10.If you could hire any actor to portray you in a movie, who would you chose? Jlo 😂😂😂🤦🏽‍♀️

11.If you could play any instrument, which would you play?mmmmm the piano

12.If you could hear anyone in history give a speech, whom would you hear? Hmmmmm idk

13.If you could live in one city for the rest of your life, where would you live?

Somewhere in Hawaii 

14.If you could make any fictional character come to life who it be?Jane

15. When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?princess jasmine ,belle etc

16. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?closed

17.If you could be any cartoon character, who would you be? An Ashley from recess 😂

18. Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotels?yes lol 

19. Have you stolen a street sign before?nope

20. Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out?mmmm messy 

21. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of bees?ugh 🐝 bees😭

22. Do you always smile for pictures?mostly

23. Have you peed in the woods?nope 

24. What size is your bed?twin

25.What was the best concert you ever attended?pitbull 

26. What is your song of the week?felices los 4

27. Do you still watch cartoons?yes

28. When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?last week does birthday card count?

29. How many languages can you speak?2

30. Do you believe in ghosts?no

31. What was your first concert? Paulina Rubio 

32. Cheetos or Fritos?fritos

33. Can you curl your tongue?yes

34. Ever won a spelling bee?nope  only in a play

35. Own a record player?no

36. Who would you like to see in concert?justin Bieber and Selena Gomez 

37. Sugar cookies or snickerdoodles?sincerdoodles

38. Can you swim well?no

39. Are you patient?ehh depends

40. DJ or band at a wedding? Dj

41. Ever won a contest?no

42. Do you have kids?no

43. Do you want kids?yes 

Birthday dinner

Usually for my birthday I love to have a huge birthday dinner or multiple birthday dinners either way they both are kind of exhausting.Especially the ones that are multiple ones the ones I literally eat out all week with all different types of people and celebrate. Don’t get me wrong I love my birthday and I truly excited when june rolls around.Lately I’ve noticed loads of people have birthdays in and I don’t know how i feel about it.This year because of the orbit I’m currently cycling thru.Nonetheless I wanted to have a big dinner than I told myself no, I don’t even wanna get dressed so I chopped it to the inner circle which was my best friends and family.I had originally thought about having my birthday dinner at market tavern but then I thought oh no that place is to fancy for my current state.


I decided for wing stop I wanted something super casual and just wanted to enjoy a meal with my friends and family and that’s what I did.It was great to spend time with my peeps I really appreciated that each and everyone of them came out to see me for my birthday.Birthdays are special to me but sometimes I just have to be content where Im in life and take advantage of all the people that care about me and what to show they care.Nothing is better than enjoying some great wings with company, if you’re ever at wing stop try my favorite flavors korean (if available check your local listings) teriyaki and lemon pepper when I’m not counting calories I go for the boneless and fries as for my dipping side I try for  cheese it’s amazing.Lastly thanks to those that came out to celebrate my birthday it a different way.Cheers to this new year and everything that is to come.

I didn’t take my regular normal birthday group shot like I usually do so I took pictures from my cousin so shout to my cousin christopher took them from his instagram 🙂