Sigh I've been posting some rough stuff that maybe by the end things will make sense to me why I feel the way I do.Still tough still at a lost when people ask me about him I can't help but feel a punch in the gut like why are you asking me.I feel my face is transparent and you can tell the pain I'm enduring .I know how I feel isn't going to bring you back it's not but I could only wish .im currently in pain cause my bladder aches I have yet again a uti.Why haven't I reached acceptance Why?

It hurts god knows how much and the lost feels like it shouldn't of happened.I hold my heart ❤️ and tell it in a whisper you'll be fine again .

As the thoughts of him finding love and hope again break mine but I only wonder if he's really smiling sigh 😔

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