A Sunday in August

Today I had hangout day planned with my friend which wasn't really planned but you get I felt nuts when I felt my house to pick her up.I cried the whole car ride up there we ate Korean.I was so proud we didn't spend much.We didn't do much other than drive and it be successful at finding anything I was tired by the time I got home.I was trying to hide my rocks but I was to coward too.

I got home and started being in this funk again I had a homework task and I couldn't bare to deal with the list or rewrite the list.However I did do the mirror activity.We later hid rocks and found some too it was pretty cool.

Today I'm making a promise to myself I will improve myself for myself and only myself no matter what the fuck was written on a mother fuckin list.I often times feel many eyes are on this page I wonder sometimes.I wonder if they think I'm a nut.

For the last 8 years I'm completely alone not dating anyone seriously or casually no one trying to get to know me.I'm completely alone and I'll admit that's very scary it is.My account doesn't look fun at all I mean it literally.I don't even want to check it!

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