I feel I've told you everything I've been the most honest I could be.
It seemed like everything I said didn't change your decision it literally went in thru one ear and out the other.
I tell myself why and why,we loved each other and I knew you did .
I'm in bed and I wonder how your doing
God damm it I still love you I'm doing better but the hole in my heart still aches
I've kept busy I've been dedicated to what I'm focusing on
I'm aiming to budget and stay to my diet
I've made new friends
I've put some work in my work attire
It's been so long since we ended I find myself in denial did we even happen? Did this happen
I wish you knew how much it's hurt yet how much stronger I'm I still love you but also know I didn't deserve this…..I want to cry but I can't just cause I can't cry doesn't mean I feel any less I'm just sad but still moving forward will I love again oh gosh idk